A Memoir with a Purpose
Parent Deleted -- the memoir of our Founder, Michelle Darné -- was published last week. A ready target for "flying monkeys", it immediately launched into its mission: putting #ParentalAlienation into the spotlight so that our society can eradicate it.
Below is Michelle's blog, adapted from the original post by the publisher, SheWritesPress.
Even as the Founder and Executive Producer of And Baby – the pioneer magazine, radio show and TV series for alternative parents – I did not practice what I preached: I did not legally adopt my children. My ex and I brought our babies into the world together and it didn’t seem to matter that I didn’t carry them. In my busy life, paperwork felt like a mere formality – until it wasn’t. By the time our relationship ended, I had made it too easy for the system to erase me as a “nobody” in the lives of my daughters and I nearly lost them forever.
Unlike most others in this situation, I was incredibly fortunate to have the resources to fight, to have our public visibility to attest to my parentage, and I still lost everything in an effort that too often felt futile. However, millions of parents are much less lucky. About 22 million parents battle parental alienation in the US alone, hemorrhaging money in court, losing jobs to keep showing up at pick-up times, and living in silent shame because we assume they deserve it. But it is children who suffer the most when we let outdated norms and archaic systems tell them whom they are allowed to love, and how many days per month.
While parental alienation does not discriminate, LGBTQ+ parents are particularly vulnerable because even legal unions do not come with presumption of parentage, and second-parent adoptions – even where they are legal – are usually voided should the child(ren) cross state lines. There wasn’t a single form – and I filled out more than I can count – where I didn’t have to cross out “father” to enter my name. And I have been crucified for ambition, which remains a dirty word when describing women, and a trait, according to the outdated norms we let run our lives, deemed incompatible with motherhood.
As a brown, ambitious, non-biological, lesbian mother, I seem to have drawn every short straw offered by our biased and antiquated legal system. But I would do it again, eyes and heart wide open, for my daughters. What I won’t do is stand by.
So after nearly a decade of vacillating, I wrote Parent Deleted, sharing my soul and hope, baring my faults and countless mistakes, and trying to capture the bond between a parent and her child(ren).
Going through my tribulations, I hoped I wouldn’t have to write this book. I hoped it would no longer be needed, or that another unlucky someone wrote it if it were. But, alas, my parents taught me nothing if they didn’t teach me that the world isn’t shaped by armchair quaterbacks.
So I wrote Parent Deleted for all who are silenced by the courts and omitted from the law. I wrote it for mine and all other daughters who have the right to shake up motherhood while they become all that they can be – because there are countless ways to be a good parent. I wrote it for those with the power to shape law and policy because we can no longer allow a brutal violation of basic human rights to unfold in the blindside of our collective vision. For the countless children severed from their loving parents. And for the millions of parents suffering the shame that is, as long as we stand by, on all of us.
What gives me hope is that as a society, we have tackled this before. In the last decade alone, we have taken on bullying, sexual assault, campus rape, drunk driving and more and persevered until we could draw a line in the sand; until the entire system rejected the unacceptable behavior. Let’s do this again; let’s not stand by and watch our biased and antiquated legal system senselessly destroy families. So through Parent Deleted and Simply Parent, I lay my story onto the mounting wall of resistance. I would be honored if you gather some of your courage and feistiness so that together, we relegate institutionalized parental alienation to the pages of history books!